Saturday, July 25, 2015

3 things that surprised me after losing 90 pounds.

We all have a starting place... Mine exceeded any number I thought I'd ever see on a scale, and the thought of attempting to lose 100 pounds was scary - the thought of NOT losing 100 pounds was even scarier.

I don't share my story to brag, because honestly, I couldn't have lost a pound without the support I found online through social media or more importantly my husband and family.  I share my story to help others who may know they need to lose weight but are terrified to start.

I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that since January 1st, 2012 I have lost 90 pounds and become a mother to the two most beautiful baby girls i've ever seen. In fact, I'm not sure i'll ever be able to wrap my head around it, but here are the three things that surprised me after losing 90 pounds.

Take a moment and look at these few pictures from 2010 - 2011, it's when I was reaching my heaviest.

Go ahead,... take a look.

Our Church
2010

FIU
2011


Camp
Summer 2011

Beach Vacation
Summer 2011
 
See how happy we are? My husband and I were genuinely happy. Our weight was steadily increasing, but so was our love for each other. 

So, now that you've seen more of less where we started. 

Here are 3 SHOCKERS about losing a large amount of weight. 

Shocker 1: It's really hard to take a compliment. 

If in the last few years, you've told me how great I look - and I've been really awkward in response, or perhaps offended you, I am sorry. 

I just really don't know what to say when people comment on my weight loss - really... I don't. Mostly because I've been uncomfortable with my weight for most of my life, and because of my discomfort I read WAY too deeply into what people say to me. It's sad, but it's the truth. 

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!  If I seem awkward or slow to respond just know my heart is bubbling, and I'm thankful someone noticed my hard work. 

My FIRST 5K, Everest Challenge
May 2012
Shocker 2: The struggle is REAL

My husband gets onto me ALL the time because when we go shopping I will automatically look at the plus sizes - not just look at them, but try them on. This is why I'm no longer allowed to shop online - I have no idea what size I am. 

When you've seen certain sizes in your closet for your entire adult life, it's very hard to re-train your brain to give that medium a try. 

Shocker 3: You won't look like you envisioned, and that's okay. 

When I first set the goal of losing 100 pounds, I imagined I'd have a flat stomach and basically look perfect. The closer I get to my goal, the more I realize my vision won't be the reality, and I'm okay with it. 

Truly. 

I've had two babies, and lost a significant amount of weight in order for me to have a flat stomach, I'll probably need skin removal. I've got saggy skin, it's gross - but it's the truth. 


Whatever your goal is, go for it! Weight loss has been the hardest journey I've ever taken, but look at these two beautiful gifts I received after getting my health on the right track. 

Weight loss is a process, it takes time, dedication, and a decision to make better choices each day. I'm so thankful my husband said yes when I asked him to help force me out of bed an hour and a half earlier each morning for a walk. Those early morning walks are some of my most cherished memories of our times together. 




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